Doesn’t feel like it yet……
So this is my first Blog entry of the new year. And like I stated in the title, it doesn’t feel any different yet. I don’t know why I thought that it would right off the bat. I know this year is going to be a year of change and things getting better in a variety of ways. I guess its kind of like when you have your birthday. When you were a kid people would ask, "So do you feel any older?" I always wanted to ask back do you feel any dumber for asking that question? Of course you dont feel any older on the day of your birthday and I guess I should realize that this isnt any different so how dumb do I feel now.
I have so many things going on already that it is starting to become a chore to keep track of things. Last night, and this is what caused me to think about this blog post, I sat down and focused on a single task and I was able to get so much done I feel great about it. That is when I realized that the reason I may not think things feel any different is that I was not doing anything different from what I have done in the past. So I sat down, laid out a schedule for myself, put things into my calendar for what and when I will do things and presto change-o things feel different.
I know me and I know that I really cant multi-task, at all. I need a list of things to do, I need times set aside to accomplish those tasks. When I have that things click like you wouldn’t believe and it all works and flows so well together. This all ties back into my last post about all of the things that I was looking at wanting to get accomplished for this year. I have self imposed a lot onto my plate for this year. But I set things out in a fashion so that they were gradual and progressive over the course of the whole year. But that was not how I was looking at them even though that is how I laid them all out.
So I stuck to my schedule last night and instead of feeling like I have so much to do, I feel accomplished. Tonight I think it will be more of the same. I have time set aside for specific things that I will get done and I know that I will accomplish those things. A lot of my time right now is being set aside for completing my schooling. I am almost done with it so I am going to be working like a mad man to make sure all of that is done. My physical training will take time, it took me a while to gain all the weight, it will take a while to get it all off as well. My diet is already different and I feel good about it so that is ok.
As for all my Wicca and Coven Studies…..Well that all is falling into the same category. Those are things that I have also added to specific time slots for myself and I already feel better about it. I have always worked on it and have even been fairly consistent about them. But it hasn’t been a daily thing, or even an every other day thing. Well that is what it is turning into and I feel great about that.
So my suggestion to everyone and anyone, if you really want to make changes in yourself for this year, Plan it out. Schedule it or it will never happen.
I wish you all the best.
Blessed Be.
Wookie